Stephanie Dignan is sitting next to me!

so I have been inspired to write on my blog again because of Stephanie, who is sitting next to me and requested i blogstalk her while i am away from campus...typical! i feel like i could have something to say but i can't really think of anything and since i am absurd at keeping up with this blog just like i am at keeping up with my journal...

i really need to write on this thing

so i'm realizing that i'm rather uninteresting, but who cares...most people aren't. i haven't written in months...i have very little to say....except for if you try to right "the hell" on your phone using t9 word and forget to put a space between the and hell...thelma comes out...and texting what thelma happened? is really fucking hilarious

Across the Universe...spectacular!!!

Across The Universe is by far the most amazing movie of the year. No joke, Jim Sturgess is brilliant, Evan Rachel Wood is unbelievable...way to go Julie Taymor for being an ill director and making an Oscar worthy musical that isn't based on a Broadway musical. PLUS the whole thing is made up from Beatles music....and it has Bono...where could you possibly go wrong. Everyone should see it...honestly iconic!

"From Russia With Hate"

Probably one of the most incredibly disturbing things i have seen on Current TV, but none the less and unbelievable documentary. My hat is off to Christof Putzel, who went above and beyond to dig up this overwhelmingly controversial story. Watch it, it's necessary. Honestly...what is the world coming to!
http://beta.current.com/items/84906361_from_russia_with_hate

ps...can't watch it til the 16th...so if anyone does read my blog ever, wait until then to go to the site.

the real originators

so i might just be incredibly pathetic. i realized that i am kind of obsessed with what celebrities like. for example only reason i started listening to deathcab for cutie is because of the OC. Love Andy Warhol, but would i have if i hadn't seen Factory Girl? Want to dye my hair, is it because I want to or because celebrities do it? i used to think i was this pretty original, interesting, eclectic person. but what if i am just one of those stupid people who want to do what everyone else does. do i really want to adopt when im older, or is it just because i think angie is fab? do i want to travel across the world because I want to, or because i want to be more like someone else. part of me thinks...the originators were the only true unique. everyone just follows everyone else. its kind of debilitating to think that being me...is really me trying to be a bunch of other people combined. what does that mean? will my life just be another waste, another copycat existence? i dont know how to make it not that way. i dont know how to be me, without taking inspiration from other people, who took inspiration from other people. ya know, no-one is different, we all just take different parts of other people, and combine them together. we choose different people to emulate, but it doesnt make us different from eachother, it just allows the machine to keep on going. how does it stop? i dont even know, im not trying to be deep, or insightful, or melodramatic, but im genuinely disappointed with myself. because just a half ago i was frantically searching the web for Kirsten Dunst's favorite movie and favorite band, so that for some small insignificant moment i could be a little bit like her. i think she is incredible, i dont think im incredible. i think im ordinary and i know so many extraordinary people, and i wish i could have that. that thing that makes you above...the real originators.

Top Model...what?

So new season of top model started and i have to say i am super dissapointed...they chose all of their candidates from home video applications...no on-tv american idol-esque embarassing but hilarious live interviews....they just went straight to the first 20 girls. However, the girls are more beautiful than ever and Ms. Jay rocks as always...she makes me cry she is goddamn funny...and tyra just get weirder and weirder. However, tonight i am most looking forward to "Gossip Girls"...I have to admitt that am a) a huge fan of the oc producers who are producing this new cw show, and b) i am in love with penn badgley who is beyond cute.

Factory Girl

So I just watched Factory Girl again, and can I say I love that movie so much. It could be because my two favorite people ever are portrayed in it, Bob Dylan and Andy Warhol. I think Factory Girl is simply incredible, Sienna Miller is such a talented actress and she totally pulled off Edie Sedgwick! So after watching Factory Girl I went online and did some Andy Warhol searching to find a sweet background for my PC and I found an amazing John Lennon print so...that's my new background....yea! Anyways my tastes are slowly but surely starting to center around the 60's. I love the art, the music, and mostly the attitude!